I know. And I guess I just feel bad that I've had better luck? Like...you deserve happiness, Arch. You're one of the people I would argue deserve it the most. And I guess when I hear you lament about the state of things...

I don't feel bad because I like it here. I feel bad because I think you deserve a good turn. To not have something taken away for once. That's all.

You don't make me feel bad.