It's difficult to know where to point it a lot of the time. What's going to work or what's just going to make it worse, especially when it's about something you can't do dick all about. The things that have no solutions.
You know... however I feel about this world, it's not really the people in it that make me dislike it. Other than those villainous fuckers. It's not like this sort of thing is gonna make me feel negatively towards you or hate this world more. I guess... I'm sorry I'm always saying it all the time? I don't know. I'm not sayin' it because I want to make you feel bad about how you feel about it. It's some of that directionless anger that got no fuckin' where to go so it just goes... everywhere.
I know. And I guess I just feel bad that I've had better luck? Like...you deserve happiness, Arch. You're one of the people I would argue deserve it the most. And I guess when I hear you lament about the state of things...
I don't feel bad because I like it here. I feel bad because I think you deserve a good turn. To not have something taken away for once. That's all.
[hmm feels kinda guilty about all those times he wanted to quit and also his plans to quit after atropos is dealt with, assuming they're all still alive. bummer!]
Yeah, well, if nothin' else I wanna help see Jacob's mission through. We owe him and Kanaya that much.
...I think when this is all said and done, I want to put up a wall in the lobby.
For Aegis members that have since left and gone home to their normal lives. A place of honor.
And I'd like to put up a plinth of Jacob. He started all of this. Not only that, he's earned his happy ending. He deserves to be remembered for his service here.
I talked about somethin' like that with him when I went to tell him Kanaya was gone, speakin' of the lass. He reckoned it was a good idea then, I'm sure he'd think it was a good idea now.
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[he shrugs, leaning back.]
It's difficult to know where to point it a lot of the time. What's going to work or what's just going to make it worse, especially when it's about something you can't do dick all about. The things that have no solutions.
You know... however I feel about this world, it's not really the people in it that make me dislike it. Other than those villainous fuckers. It's not like this sort of thing is gonna make me feel negatively towards you or hate this world more. I guess... I'm sorry I'm always saying it all the time? I don't know. I'm not sayin' it because I want to make you feel bad about how you feel about it. It's some of that directionless anger that got no fuckin' where to go so it just goes... everywhere.
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I don't feel bad because I like it here. I feel bad because I think you deserve a good turn. To not have something taken away for once. That's all.
You don't make me feel bad.
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I'll be fine, one way or another.
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...I'm glad you're here. As a part of Aegis too.
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Yeah, well, if nothin' else I wanna help see Jacob's mission through. We owe him and Kanaya that much.
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For Aegis members that have since left and gone home to their normal lives. A place of honor.
And I'd like to put up a plinth of Jacob. He started all of this. Not only that, he's earned his happy ending. He deserves to be remembered for his service here.
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I talked about somethin' like that with him when I went to tell him Kanaya was gone, speakin' of the lass. He reckoned it was a good idea then, I'm sure he'd think it was a good idea now.
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Then I think I'll talk to Ash and start pushing the project through.
I think we need something to celebrate for once.
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[a beat. he rubs his beard.]
Akobi went back to... bein' dead. I guess.